"don't wanna live in my father's house no more"

neon bible is so good, yes?

i am so thankful.. i am so blessed.

seasons are coming, and people are going.


me? i'm always moving. i know i can't get comfy.

don't forget your bowl of vegetable soup and thick socks.


love and blessings,

lau

happy birthday, mom

  Blogging is a little odd.. when I think about it. It's not as odd as my green chair against my light beige walls. Where's the color when you need it?
  This week is going fine. I think September really messes with me; I get too hopeful for weather changes, and weather changes always bring a different mood. I intend to love it with all my heart.





Monthly motto: Never ever eat before you sleep.




love and blessings,

lau

      It's nice to feel at peace when your mind fights to race.  Does that make sense?  /continues thoughts/ *cue birds chirping*

      They're right; September does bring change.  I know I'll be okay. *cue Sweet Disposition by The Temper Trap.  I cannot wait for Autumn. 



                 love and blessings,

            lau

wheels are turning

happy labor day! xo

• i went ombre, and i think i work it.
• it's september, and it really feels like it today.
• KS tights are on sale at Dillard's (!)
• my grandma gave me a hat this past sunday!
• it's a star trek marathon tonight in celebration of my dad's 48th birthday! 
• i'm still saving furniture for my future hole.
• i'm thinking about working for a theater. -dad's idea- i do need the money...
• i'm wearing almost all of my favorite things today. 
• schooling is a breeze, but i still don't have a plan. 
• God is good all the time. 

     love and blessings,

                                   lau

i really didn't think i'd type tonight, but...

hi,


important things i have come across-

• I am very pleased with recent research on Autism and inflammatory diseases. For those of you who are not informed, you really should look into it. People in general should look into this because it's a more in-depth way to look at how our modern immune systems aren't exactly... doing their jobs. 
• Complaining turns your brain to mush. I was skimming through the psychology subreddit the other day and found great interest in an article that explained it is scientifically proven complaining isn't just bad for you emotionally. Complaining and listening to others complain actually peels away your neurons. (let's all be optimistic starting now.)
• i need sleep

love and blessings,

lau

August blues

I wonder, really..


Let's all ponder these questions:

• what happened to wallpaper?
• what happened to childhood?
• what happened to not having a cell phone until you really need it?

   I love Johnny Depp in Finding Neverland, simply because his character/role found that anything written is not silly. 

Don't forget about your roots.

love and blessings with an immeasurable abundance of thoughts on this night,

lau

brave new me

   I thought I'd start over.  The people that I want to know my past know it, and the people to come are more than welcome to ask.  I started blogging in the seventh grade..(- oh how hip of thee-).. [no].  I'll just start.





                                               to be bold with you all,

    I have never been more relaxed in my entire life... except for when I played with barbies and had coke floats for breakfast with my Grandma Rachel.  I also have never been more stressed in my entire life.  This "where are you going to college, how's your scores, think you'll visit home often" mess is absolutely ridiculous.  I am honestly very angry with people pressuring CHILDREN with these decisions.  18 is a child in my eyes.  You can think what you want, but if my brain is not done developing, then I am still a child.  Therefore, I do not have a plan.  I do not want a plan.  I'm not going to make everything work; God is going to make everything work.  I do know a few things for sure; I need to find an occupation that will support me and my family.  All I want to do is learn.  Now is the time to start.  I'm going to learn... But I will learn with God's will.






love and blessings

lau